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Miserable

Something always hurts. I always feel nauseous. The actual incisions are healing up though, silver lining.

I feel off balance and dizzy half the time.

I know life owes me nothing,but gdamn!! I know there are people in far worse condition but gdamn!

The pills make me sick I need pills to stop the pain,I can't take them I must breathe through it gdam!!

If I could find the cause and if it's me then I would happily endure,but for the life of me...this bad?

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