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Best news ever...its only endometriosis!!! I've never been so happy to have something!!!!!!

Something always hurts. I always feel nauseous. The actual incisions are healing up though, silver lining. I feel off balance and dizzy half the time. I know life owes me nothing,but gdamn!! I know there are people in far worse condition but gdamn! The pills make me sick I need pills to stop the pain,I can't take them I must breathe through it gdam!! If I could find the cause and if it's me then I would happily endure,but for the life of me...this bad?

Yeah...still had the pain killer drip in my system for a couple of days...that's gone. Now pain. Randomly. But its OK. Coz I'm alive!!! And there's still loads of Marvel and DC movies to watch. Just wish I go outside and be OK, I want to get back to work.

2 days after surgery, my first nosebleed ever. Very strange

Tommorow is Dday . I am going in for surgery. Very scared.

Certainly. Surely. This too shall pass. That's the silver lining I wake up for.

Its falling again. No facial hair, well none that stands out. But my hair falls off my scalp. Weird.